Romantic sensibilities
Questions, questions, questions...
Why am I prone to crushes on famous people (yet think of myself as different from most "fans")?
Why do I have a "type" that always seems to send my head reeling off into fantasy lands full of horse back riding, wool sweaters, and old houses?
Why do I waste so much time in front of the television/at the movies? Wait, I know the answer to that one. It is my drug of choice. I'll admit it. I mean people do drugs to escape their existence momentarily, right? When they need a fix, they will settle for the low grade goods. It is the EXACT same thing with film/TV for me. I know it is bad while I'm partaking, but I can't seem to give it up...and don't feel the desire to either.
So I think I might be having that calm-before-the-storm crisis of confidence (or at least direction). I keep thinking, "What am I doing? I'm not a city girl. This isn't what I really want. I just had to do SOMETHING!" Well, you know...steady on.
Why am I not taking advantage of my citizenship?
Went to see Vanity Fair tonight...good costumes, but the whole thing was sort of lack luster.
It is HCB's 30th tomorrow! YAY! I've been invited to go to Vegas with her and some gals the first week of Jan. for a couple of days. Seems like fun!! Better pack "Chaser"!
2 Comments:
Well little missy, just come and live in the country with j-bob and I, we realize that we aren't city people either. There is something to be said for just doing something, its good to shake it up a bit. If you never leave what you know, how do you know what you want?
Just as people who partake in alcohol can become alcoholics, people who partake in media can become mediaholics. There is research that contributes too much tv/movie watching to a decreased or lost grasp on reality. But I know from experience that it is hard to live in one's own reality sometimes. : )
6:43 AM
I'm am ready for the dusty corn fields baby. It isn't that I don't enjoy what the city has to offer, it is just the pace. I still think the Bodie type situation is ideal...small close knit community for a couple of weeks, then a few days in the BIG city. ;-)
As for my reality...well all I can do is smile.
11:13 AM
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